Funnily enough I almost posted here right before my third stroke (which happened this week). The title is the quick explanation.
I got my bicuspid aortic valve replaced when I was in my early 20s (2015) after a handful of years monitoring. Surgeon recommended the on-X and, daunted by specter of multiple OHS, I agreed, wanting a lifelong valve. It was supposed to be a better option w potential for running at lower INR. I’m otherwise fit and healthy, work out lift/cardio 5x or so weekly. Mostly a model patient. I ammeticulous with tracking INR. Rarely dip below therapeutic, if anything, trend too high.
Thankfully I’ve got no major neurological deficits as of now.
The first stroke (2018) was a loss of balance that lasted a minute, I didn’t go in until next morning when I still felt… weird. Two minor dots on the scan but recovery felt complete.
The second one (2019) required a thrombectomy, the clot was nearly wholly occluding whatever part of the brain allows me to process audio input. The impact ebbed and flowed but didn’t dissipate until clot removed.
The third one (this week) was a very temporary loss of speech (stuck saying “I can’t… I feel…” without finishing sentence — this went away within a minute). They almost choppered me to another facility for thrombectomy on that last one, but decided risk was too high with surgery+Anticoagulation level and — thankfully — the clot sort of moved downstream to a less important spot to occlude that part (haven’t pinpointed any impact from this) and I guess the rest dissolved.
For context, INR was above 2 for each of these 3 events, and was 2.7 for this last stroke. It might be noteworthy that each incident has occurred during periods of real intense stress (low sleep, intense work, divorce/financial stress). Neurologist during my most recent stay did say my INR being high has likely kept these events smaller but this doesn’t inspire confidence. Feels like I’m playing Russian roulette.
There’s obviously a lot more to this but just wanted to vent somewhere where someone might really get it.
I’m left contemplating another replacement valve because it seems this on-X valve really ain’t ****, not for me, anyway. Cardiologist during my most recent stay said recent on-x studies have shown it has higher incidence of stroke for some folks. Suppose they didn’t know that in 2015 (nor did I hear anything about Ross). With that in mind, guess I can either go with bioprosthetic or as one cardiologist recommended go with the other older prosthetic valve and just keep my INR high. Follow-up appointments scheduled. Curious whether Ross is an option. Curious how many times they can really operate on your valve.
Anyway, confidence is at an all time low and not sure what I want, but strokes are so ******* scary that I can’t help but feel like I want this literal ticking time bomb out of my chest. Hard to get along without anxiety when you never know if you’re gonna lose the ability to wipe your own ass. Enough rambling. Thanks for listening.
I got my bicuspid aortic valve replaced when I was in my early 20s (2015) after a handful of years monitoring. Surgeon recommended the on-X and, daunted by specter of multiple OHS, I agreed, wanting a lifelong valve. It was supposed to be a better option w potential for running at lower INR. I’m otherwise fit and healthy, work out lift/cardio 5x or so weekly. Mostly a model patient. I ammeticulous with tracking INR. Rarely dip below therapeutic, if anything, trend too high.
Thankfully I’ve got no major neurological deficits as of now.
The first stroke (2018) was a loss of balance that lasted a minute, I didn’t go in until next morning when I still felt… weird. Two minor dots on the scan but recovery felt complete.
The second one (2019) required a thrombectomy, the clot was nearly wholly occluding whatever part of the brain allows me to process audio input. The impact ebbed and flowed but didn’t dissipate until clot removed.
The third one (this week) was a very temporary loss of speech (stuck saying “I can’t… I feel…” without finishing sentence — this went away within a minute). They almost choppered me to another facility for thrombectomy on that last one, but decided risk was too high with surgery+Anticoagulation level and — thankfully — the clot sort of moved downstream to a less important spot to occlude that part (haven’t pinpointed any impact from this) and I guess the rest dissolved.
For context, INR was above 2 for each of these 3 events, and was 2.7 for this last stroke. It might be noteworthy that each incident has occurred during periods of real intense stress (low sleep, intense work, divorce/financial stress). Neurologist during my most recent stay did say my INR being high has likely kept these events smaller but this doesn’t inspire confidence. Feels like I’m playing Russian roulette.
There’s obviously a lot more to this but just wanted to vent somewhere where someone might really get it.
I’m left contemplating another replacement valve because it seems this on-X valve really ain’t ****, not for me, anyway. Cardiologist during my most recent stay said recent on-x studies have shown it has higher incidence of stroke for some folks. Suppose they didn’t know that in 2015 (nor did I hear anything about Ross). With that in mind, guess I can either go with bioprosthetic or as one cardiologist recommended go with the other older prosthetic valve and just keep my INR high. Follow-up appointments scheduled. Curious whether Ross is an option. Curious how many times they can really operate on your valve.
Anyway, confidence is at an all time low and not sure what I want, but strokes are so ******* scary that I can’t help but feel like I want this literal ticking time bomb out of my chest. Hard to get along without anxiety when you never know if you’re gonna lose the ability to wipe your own ass. Enough rambling. Thanks for listening.