I just really need to vent today. So please, bear with me, and if you work (or used to) for the DMV, I don't mean this personally...
Today I had a followup doctor's appt. at 10am. I decided to take the whole day off for it, so I could get some other things done as well (like getting my liscense renewed). I did need to return to the school at 4 for rehearsals, but other than that my day was pretty open. I was so excited, after a stressful day yesterday, that I would have this day away from work and perhaps get a chance to de-stress a bit. BOY was I wrong!
My doctor's appt. was fine. Nothing surprising, everything is going okay. They still want to do a stress test, but will wait until after I start rehab to do that. I even went to my other card and was able to get my ProTime paperwork signed so I can send that back. No big deal, and I'm thinking the day is going good.
Then I head to the DMV. WOW! Can you believe it, there was NO line at 12:30! I thought "Now THIS is getting to be a great day." I didn't even get a chance to walk away from the sign-in desk before my number was called. I went strait back, and filled out the paperwork I was given. It asks some simple questions about this and that, and about health history. Stupid me thought I should be honest and wrote "yes" by the "heart trouble in the last 2 years" question. The lady behind the counter is entering info into the computer when she notices this "yes" and asks me what kind of heart trouble. I told her I have congenital heart defects and a mechanical valve (didn't mention the pacemaker, but oh well). She calls over another employee and asks her about it. She doesn't know, so they call in a police officer. SHE doesn't know either! She pulls out a medical dictionary and is trying to look up "congenital heart defects." No one bothered trying to ask me what it meant... After only finding out that "congenital" means "from birth" (duh!) they begin consulting their policy guides and such. Guess what. Because I have a "birth defect" (nothing specific to heart at all) I must take the DRIVING TEST to renew my liscense! Excuse me??? I've had these problems SINCE BIRTH, and got my drivers liscense just fine 10 years ago with these problems, renewed it several times with no problems, and have a perfect driving record! So why, after all this time do I suddenly have to take a driving test? It's not that I was afraid I'd fail or anything, it's the principle of the thing, and the inconvenience! I had to sign a whole bunch of paperwork describing my condition and my hospitalizations and sign off saying that I was "volunerily" taking the driver's test. Volentarily??? No. But if I didn't sign it or take the #@%$ test I wouldn't get my liscense (and it would be suspended until I took the test) so what choice did I really have? So I took the test, passed, and got the liscense. I'm sure my picture will look lovely with that scowl I had plastered on my face.
There's more to it that irritates me. First, they told me that they had had these policies for awhile, but ever since 9/11 they've had to be more strict about them. What?! And how is my birth defect going to effect terrorist activity? Also, I would think a letter from my doctor would be more apt to tell if I'm fit to drive than a 5 minute driving test, wouldn't you? I just don't get it!
I guess part of the reason I'm so royally pissed off is that it makes me feel like even more of a freak than I already do. I already feel like I don't fit in with other people my age because I have to worry about my health all the time, while they are all discussing having babies (which I can't even do) and buying homes. I feel like my health is getting in the way of my doing my job the way I wish I could and I just didn't need the added proof that I'm different. I realize it's unhealthy to dwell on this, but I just can't seem to get it off my mind for very long. Hopefully after a good night's sleep (if that's possible) I'll be able to.
Thanks for "listening." I hope I didn't offend anyone. I know those people were just doing their jobs, and they didn't write the policy. I just don't understand the policy.
Today I had a followup doctor's appt. at 10am. I decided to take the whole day off for it, so I could get some other things done as well (like getting my liscense renewed). I did need to return to the school at 4 for rehearsals, but other than that my day was pretty open. I was so excited, after a stressful day yesterday, that I would have this day away from work and perhaps get a chance to de-stress a bit. BOY was I wrong!
My doctor's appt. was fine. Nothing surprising, everything is going okay. They still want to do a stress test, but will wait until after I start rehab to do that. I even went to my other card and was able to get my ProTime paperwork signed so I can send that back. No big deal, and I'm thinking the day is going good.
Then I head to the DMV. WOW! Can you believe it, there was NO line at 12:30! I thought "Now THIS is getting to be a great day." I didn't even get a chance to walk away from the sign-in desk before my number was called. I went strait back, and filled out the paperwork I was given. It asks some simple questions about this and that, and about health history. Stupid me thought I should be honest and wrote "yes" by the "heart trouble in the last 2 years" question. The lady behind the counter is entering info into the computer when she notices this "yes" and asks me what kind of heart trouble. I told her I have congenital heart defects and a mechanical valve (didn't mention the pacemaker, but oh well). She calls over another employee and asks her about it. She doesn't know, so they call in a police officer. SHE doesn't know either! She pulls out a medical dictionary and is trying to look up "congenital heart defects." No one bothered trying to ask me what it meant... After only finding out that "congenital" means "from birth" (duh!) they begin consulting their policy guides and such. Guess what. Because I have a "birth defect" (nothing specific to heart at all) I must take the DRIVING TEST to renew my liscense! Excuse me??? I've had these problems SINCE BIRTH, and got my drivers liscense just fine 10 years ago with these problems, renewed it several times with no problems, and have a perfect driving record! So why, after all this time do I suddenly have to take a driving test? It's not that I was afraid I'd fail or anything, it's the principle of the thing, and the inconvenience! I had to sign a whole bunch of paperwork describing my condition and my hospitalizations and sign off saying that I was "volunerily" taking the driver's test. Volentarily??? No. But if I didn't sign it or take the #@%$ test I wouldn't get my liscense (and it would be suspended until I took the test) so what choice did I really have? So I took the test, passed, and got the liscense. I'm sure my picture will look lovely with that scowl I had plastered on my face.
There's more to it that irritates me. First, they told me that they had had these policies for awhile, but ever since 9/11 they've had to be more strict about them. What?! And how is my birth defect going to effect terrorist activity? Also, I would think a letter from my doctor would be more apt to tell if I'm fit to drive than a 5 minute driving test, wouldn't you? I just don't get it!
I guess part of the reason I'm so royally pissed off is that it makes me feel like even more of a freak than I already do. I already feel like I don't fit in with other people my age because I have to worry about my health all the time, while they are all discussing having babies (which I can't even do) and buying homes. I feel like my health is getting in the way of my doing my job the way I wish I could and I just didn't need the added proof that I'm different. I realize it's unhealthy to dwell on this, but I just can't seem to get it off my mind for very long. Hopefully after a good night's sleep (if that's possible) I'll be able to.
Thanks for "listening." I hope I didn't offend anyone. I know those people were just doing their jobs, and they didn't write the policy. I just don't understand the policy.