And thank you for your concern, yes I think I am predisposed to anxiety and not sleeping that great. Things in life seem to cut a little deeper for me, but before my surgery I could sleep decently. Now after surgery, the clicking and thumping that the valve causes has pushed me over the top as far as sleeping. I have seen therapists many many times, and have taken various medications as well. I have pretty much lost hope in solutions other than where I am at right now, and there is not much anybody will be able to do to change that. Not that I am not willing, but it's just the way it goes. Thanks.
I feel a tissue valve would have been better for being able to sleep and less anxiety, but at age 32 a biological valve was pretty much out of the question. Also, I never thought I would be bothered by the noise, believe it or not. The noise bothering me was probably one of the last things I was thinking about before surgery, in fact, it probably never crossed my mind. If I had to do it all over again, with the same knowledge I have today in reference to the noise and clicking, I would demand having a biological valve and just getting it changed out every 10 to 15 years or whatever. No pun intended, but that decision would be made in a heartbeat