The echo for May 12th was lost today sent when found to Dr.Dewa in Saskatoon.Family Dr. called at work told me to come at 1pm tomorrow.
His tone sounded serious.I also was called from Regina for an appt. June 3rd at 130 pm with my cardiologist from 16 years ago where the first vr surgery took place.Dale my hubby cant come as cant get a replacement supervisor at work
...But hey im fine with this and on his job if i was immediately in surgery i'd be looked after for us,I will leave on monday for the trip and i have a super girlfriend up there that will be my 2nd set of ears at the appoint.
Im having some anxiety with tomorrows echo result as i did this in 2000 and report was so bad i got a 2nd opinion in Calgary and it was not so bad and theyve always done my echos there ,why is this echo from tomorrow gonna read bad again? My cardiologist in Regina office say they wont rely on it they do their own tests and go by their own.Its probally just the haunting of 2000and if reads all bad i still have to wait for the tests on 3rd in Regina.
Why is it i've been there done all this already,know what to expect for worse scenerio and the fear has placked me to tears tonight and yet i know i have to go 2 years was last echo done.But the suspence of the outcome is the fear i guess and why cus were human,thats our nature to dwell on the worst.
The worst is putting the family through it again and hey i dont even know what the hecks wrong with me,other than sob and severe pain and swelling in the legs and my ribs are pained so bad,why'd i have echo done here again cus my family Dr.had to start somewhere to get me referred to Regina.
I think its the echo results at 100pm tomorrow that got me in a frency.
Ive cried and feel so helpless with all this tonight,my husband says we well wait for final results in Regina before we worry about tomorrows results,as it all will be redone in regina before final outcome,then i think well it could just be a medication adjustment plus with my heart failure i have om goodness im worrying self crazy here so ill stop and go read the alcohol-pot post on bina's goat balls
anthow im outta here monday for the 3rd june appt.
Zipper2
His tone sounded serious.I also was called from Regina for an appt. June 3rd at 130 pm with my cardiologist from 16 years ago where the first vr surgery took place.Dale my hubby cant come as cant get a replacement supervisor at work
Im having some anxiety with tomorrows echo result as i did this in 2000 and report was so bad i got a 2nd opinion in Calgary and it was not so bad and theyve always done my echos there ,why is this echo from tomorrow gonna read bad again? My cardiologist in Regina office say they wont rely on it they do their own tests and go by their own.Its probally just the haunting of 2000and if reads all bad i still have to wait for the tests on 3rd in Regina.
Why is it i've been there done all this already,know what to expect for worse scenerio and the fear has placked me to tears tonight and yet i know i have to go 2 years was last echo done.But the suspence of the outcome is the fear i guess and why cus were human,thats our nature to dwell on the worst.
The worst is putting the family through it again and hey i dont even know what the hecks wrong with me,other than sob and severe pain and swelling in the legs and my ribs are pained so bad,why'd i have echo done here again cus my family Dr.had to start somewhere to get me referred to Regina.
I think its the echo results at 100pm tomorrow that got me in a frency.
Ive cried and feel so helpless with all this tonight,my husband says we well wait for final results in Regina before we worry about tomorrows results,as it all will be redone in regina before final outcome,then i think well it could just be a medication adjustment plus with my heart failure i have om goodness im worrying self crazy here so ill stop and go read the alcohol-pot post on bina's goat balls
Zipper2