pellicle
Professional Dingbat, Guru and Merkintologist
Hi
This certainly was a change from before the surgery, but not so much that I couldn't choose to accept it if I wanted to. As literature / poetry / song lyrics make many references to hearing the sound of a human heart I felt that choosing to accept it was my best bet.
personally I have always felt my heart beating, now its simply more clear to me and has indeed been a tool for me to actually understand and then regulate my emotions by knowing better what my body is doing. Indeed my lovely (late) wife could tell what was on my mind too ;-)
I hope its not too late for you
while mine is not anywhere near 35 years of operation (congratulations) I do indeed hear mine, but I don't perceive it as sound its something felt deep inside. This is verified by the fact that ear plugs (which I wear almost daily for sound protection when working with power tools or riding my motorcycle) exclude external sounds and yet the beat is felt.... The sound is pretty much the same today, some 35 years later, that it was right after surgery. As I sit here and write this message I can hear it clinking away..
This certainly was a change from before the surgery, but not so much that I couldn't choose to accept it if I wanted to. As literature / poetry / song lyrics make many references to hearing the sound of a human heart I felt that choosing to accept it was my best bet.
personally I have always felt my heart beating, now its simply more clear to me and has indeed been a tool for me to actually understand and then regulate my emotions by knowing better what my body is doing. Indeed my lovely (late) wife could tell what was on my mind too ;-)
I hope its not too late for you