i am surround by my family who care yet i feel alone ,as only i am faced with a date with destiny ,yes i agree its a sort of grieving process i have been angry sad depressed ,kicked the dog etc etc, but reading on here does give me a reality check that im not alone ,as everyone here knows these feelings and i beleive it when they say the waiting is the hardest part!hope to hear you saying the same after your op !good luck with your journey
