slipkid
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based on that I agree, and think you need to change clinics or take charge of your dosing yourself. I guess though you being in the USA makes that harder.
Here's my conundrum (dilemma).
Yes, I can't just switch doctors, chose to go to a clinic (if I can even find one nearby), that easily. I do that and I piss off (& possibly lose) the only cardiologist I have, then I have to find another one (who?). Plus then my new GP (who is buds with my cardiologist) also gets pissed off at me, and probably doesn't want to see me anymore either. It's more than I can deal with. On top of that I will be in the middle of not knowing what my proper dosage is supposed to be, and trying to break in new doctors who will think I am some kind of troublemaker pain in the ass to have not listened to my other doctors...etc etc etc
And if I just up my dosage on my own gut feeling/uninformed decision (I am new to this after all) - I would suggest going to 7.5mg for at least the next 3-4 days then get retested, and say that goes well (and I get up to 2.5 and hold steady temporarily), then the cardio assistant will think just the one day of 7.5 was all I needed and go with that as a method moving forward, possibly not just for me but other people too, and that will be wrong.....or if I tell him I actually took it 3 days instead - then he'll probably get pissed at me for disobeying.....or worse if I have a problem while on my own regimen then it is my own fault....there's another type of mess.
Or if I just stick with what they are telling me now....if I suffer a stroke....then that's a mess.
At this point I will take mess #3 and pray nothing bad happens. Maybe just one 2.5mg up dose will inch me closer back up to 2 or above with no bad consequences. Get retested next Tuesday, I predict it will still be lower than we want but hopefully no ill effects...try to work with these people and find the right regimen after that.
It seems like 5mg every day does not keep me over 2.0, that much I do know.
And thanks for your comments, I do appreciate it.