I'm am just back from a cruise to Canada/New England with several port stops in Maine.
I am surprised to read all that you have experienced and wish you the very best. A week in Maine (hopefully) helped you find calm and peace while navigating all you had to struggle through. Best wishes for an uneventful, fast, full recovery....
and many more wonderful trips to Maine. (The weather all last week was glorious - the best we have ever experienced on that wonderful itinerary.)