Jkm7
Well-known member
Over 7 years ago, I had my first OHS. My scar healed well with no keloid but the 8 or 9" of it was certainly visible. It wasn't a 'horror' but one knew I'd had my chest cracked when I wore low v neck top or swimsuit etc
Barely four years later, I had second OHS and that scar was reopened. I was sure it would look truly awful after being opened again but even from the start, I was pleasantly surprised it didn't look any worse than the first and there were times the first weeks, I thought I was dillusional that I thought it actually looked better even when in the first weeks of healing than it ever looked after my first surgery.
After my shower this morning, I happened to check it out in the mirror and my jaw just about dropped. I can only find a hint of a scar for a mere few inches between my breasts and very light, hardly noticeable in a few small sections. It is possible I'd have to point it out to a doctor if this continues like this. I really had to look for it.
What is remarkable, to me is how I feel about it.
My first feeling at this discovery was sadness. I went through so much, two OHS and I barely have a visible sign to show for it. Isn't that just the oddest thing?
One would think most women would be delighted and on one level maybe I am but mostly I'm not. I didn't want a large, ropey ugly scar but maybe a thin, small line.
Is anyone else's full sternal opening scar faded away to almost invisible?
Barely four years later, I had second OHS and that scar was reopened. I was sure it would look truly awful after being opened again but even from the start, I was pleasantly surprised it didn't look any worse than the first and there were times the first weeks, I thought I was dillusional that I thought it actually looked better even when in the first weeks of healing than it ever looked after my first surgery.
After my shower this morning, I happened to check it out in the mirror and my jaw just about dropped. I can only find a hint of a scar for a mere few inches between my breasts and very light, hardly noticeable in a few small sections. It is possible I'd have to point it out to a doctor if this continues like this. I really had to look for it.
What is remarkable, to me is how I feel about it.
My first feeling at this discovery was sadness. I went through so much, two OHS and I barely have a visible sign to show for it. Isn't that just the oddest thing?
One would think most women would be delighted and on one level maybe I am but mostly I'm not. I didn't want a large, ropey ugly scar but maybe a thin, small line.
Is anyone else's full sternal opening scar faded away to almost invisible?