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.....,the average person?
Today I realized (or something of the sort) that 'I' have :
1) A spirit (a means to connect my soul to 'a' God, to my mind and/or to my body, in any proportion or combination that I posses the ability or desire to empower at any particular moment to any degree I feel necessary for the particular moment at hand)
2) A mind and
3) A body
...and that there is a 'parameter' for a person to be 'considered' soundly whole.
I've always considered (known) that I possessed a mind and a body (but then who hasn?t?) but never have I 'felt' the aspect of a ?spirit? that I am feeling today.
Today was my best and my worst since I had my aortic valve replaced with a mechanical one 10 days ago. At my best physically, at my worst mentally/emotionally due to a ?friendly? discussion I had with a friend.
I am postulating that without a ?healthy? spirit one cannot help ?heal? the mind or body and cannot function to ones fullest potential.
I talked to a friend that had quadruple bypass surgery about nine weeks ago and as I was approaching him exclaims, hey you look better then me!
From afar before I got near him I noticed his ?walk? and yes I had to agree with him (silently with a smile).
He confided that, had he had a gun the first week or two after his release date that he would have committed suicide to stop the unbearable pain, that never in his life had he experienced such great pains.
I also called another individual that was my roommate (he had triple bypass surgery about five days ahead of me) and was informed that he was in ?bad? shape. The way he described his condition I felt that I am recuperating faster then he is.
These two individuals got me thinking, what?s going on here. I?m pondering as to what makes a person 'tick. What makes them 'break' and when in shreds, what puts them back together (the process) and in better shape then formerly.
If I continue having days (my first one since the operation) like the one I had today I figure I?ll recuperate about 300% to 400% faster then ?average.?
But what can account for such a ?feat??
I came to the conclusion that I am in possession (at least since the commencement of my operation and hopefully I don?t lose it) of a higher ?degree? of spirit then both of them.
I 'feel' a spirit that I've NEVER felt before. Did I 'acquire' it 'after' the operation or has it always been 'there' without me knowing ?how to turn it on or make use of it??
This experience is so new to me (about two hours old) that I won?t know what I?m really talking about or feeling ?til I sleep-on-it tonight.
Can anyone find any sense, understand (I don?t fully understand what?s going on with me at this point) or share a similar experience?
God Bless
NOTE: I re-edited this post as you can see by the notice below and will continue to do so as new information is aquired or my 'fogginess' clears up and I can see clearer.
Today I realized (or something of the sort) that 'I' have :
1) A spirit (a means to connect my soul to 'a' God, to my mind and/or to my body, in any proportion or combination that I posses the ability or desire to empower at any particular moment to any degree I feel necessary for the particular moment at hand)
2) A mind and
3) A body
...and that there is a 'parameter' for a person to be 'considered' soundly whole.
I've always considered (known) that I possessed a mind and a body (but then who hasn?t?) but never have I 'felt' the aspect of a ?spirit? that I am feeling today.
Today was my best and my worst since I had my aortic valve replaced with a mechanical one 10 days ago. At my best physically, at my worst mentally/emotionally due to a ?friendly? discussion I had with a friend.
I am postulating that without a ?healthy? spirit one cannot help ?heal? the mind or body and cannot function to ones fullest potential.
I talked to a friend that had quadruple bypass surgery about nine weeks ago and as I was approaching him exclaims, hey you look better then me!
From afar before I got near him I noticed his ?walk? and yes I had to agree with him (silently with a smile).
He confided that, had he had a gun the first week or two after his release date that he would have committed suicide to stop the unbearable pain, that never in his life had he experienced such great pains.
I also called another individual that was my roommate (he had triple bypass surgery about five days ahead of me) and was informed that he was in ?bad? shape. The way he described his condition I felt that I am recuperating faster then he is.
These two individuals got me thinking, what?s going on here. I?m pondering as to what makes a person 'tick. What makes them 'break' and when in shreds, what puts them back together (the process) and in better shape then formerly.
If I continue having days (my first one since the operation) like the one I had today I figure I?ll recuperate about 300% to 400% faster then ?average.?
But what can account for such a ?feat??
I came to the conclusion that I am in possession (at least since the commencement of my operation and hopefully I don?t lose it) of a higher ?degree? of spirit then both of them.
I 'feel' a spirit that I've NEVER felt before. Did I 'acquire' it 'after' the operation or has it always been 'there' without me knowing ?how to turn it on or make use of it??
This experience is so new to me (about two hours old) that I won?t know what I?m really talking about or feeling ?til I sleep-on-it tonight.
Can anyone find any sense, understand (I don?t fully understand what?s going on with me at this point) or share a similar experience?
God Bless
NOTE: I re-edited this post as you can see by the notice below and will continue to do so as new information is aquired or my 'fogginess' clears up and I can see clearer.
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