(((hugs)))
(((hugs)))
Cheryl, trust me, what you are feeling is completely normal. I dare a heart mom out there to say that she wasn't a complete wreck before her child's surgery. Like Lyn, I am a chronic insomniac anyway, but it was much worse before each of Katie's surgeries. Just ask any of the old timers on here!
I tried Ambien (it was the original version, not the new one) but it didn't faze me, so I only took it a couple of times and gave up. It is very common to seek temporary help at times like this. This comes up all the time on PDHeart, so you are not at all alone.
Try and stay busy packing, making plans to be gone from work and home, and then try and push the impending surgery to the back of your mind and spend some good quality family time. If you can, take a mini-vacation, just to get away and be together as a family. Do NOT spend your time, however, thinking this may be the last time you will all be together. We went to the beach before Katie's last surgical adventure, and I kept having to push that thought right back out of my head. Overall, we had a great time, though, and lots of pictures to remember it all by. And then, if you have time left over, you can get on here and answer every new post that comes in.................haha! That's what I did while this group tried to keep me sane. Sadly, they were not successful!
Many hugs. We will be praying. J.