My Reason... (FULL BIO WARNING)
My Reason... (FULL BIO WARNING)
More than happy to tell you everything, if you want to listen...
Rich's Background:
I was told at birth that I had a "good murmur", that got better with exercise. I was always an active kid, baseball, football and tennis, and thought it was the extra weight and smoking that made me tired all the time so I never paid any attention to it. It wasn't until I was 15 that they investigated it and found out I had a bicuspid valve, severe stenosis (>100mm), severe regurgitation, 2 holes and slight degeneration of the aortic valve (Left Ventricle was 3x Normal Size to Compensate). From then on I had a huge chip on my shoulder, "why me", and did everything I could that the doctors said I couldn't, just so I could say i'm normal. My parents were more worried than me, as to be expected, and started to treat me like a 'boy in a bubble' (BIAB hereafter). This was the last thing in the world I wanted at 15, to be considered different, and not in a good way... Anyway, due to my requirement of not being a BIAB,
I would not allow a mechanical valve to be implanted. They warned me that it (a tissue valve) wouldn't last more than 10 years and expected around 7 years for a re-op (I got 6.5, not a bad guess). The 1st surgery (I was 18) was a nightmare from hell, after 2 days of everything going well, my blood pressure dropped to 50/30 and everything failed (Lungs, liver, kidneys, etc.) but the brain and heart. I was in a coma for 3 weeks and the doctors told my parents they had only seen this reaction once (in a dog, no less) and I had very little hope of surviving and even if I did, I would probably have brain damage and need a kidney. Then a priest came in and read me my last rites, here was my chance to prove religion wrong... Out of nowhere (slowly), I had a full recovery and the only remnants I have are the terrible nightmares that I had the coma (yes, you can hear and have nightmares in a coma). I owe it all to a man named Niloo Edwards, who was the head of heart transplants at columbia university. He took a special interest in my case, even though it wasn't his, and became my regular doctor. He wanted to do experimental procedures (many of which are still not fully approved) and my parents said basically 'whatever it takes' and signed for them after the fact. Needless to say, it worked and I went home knowing I was not a BIAB.
Now after all of that, if you thought I would regret not getting it done right the first time (mechanical), you would be
very wrong. I love the fact that I got to live the fun years (18-25 beacuse you have the ability to get into real trouble like I did, i.e. crashing my dirt bike and breaking multiple bones and ripping a 2" hole in my arm, drinking to excess, etc.) as a normal kid.
I now have a mechanical and it has it's good and bad sides, like a little bracelet that basically says 'if victim is in an accident, call a morgue before you call the hospital to reserve a toe tag'. I am by far a proponent of tissue valves if you are under 25 simply because you only get 1 shot at life and if you can't live it the way you want, why live it at all. My second surgery had only a .5% mortality rate at columbia, I have at least that everytime I get on my motorcycle (sport bike) driving in NJ. If you are over 25, you've had your fun, get a mechanical and be done with it.
As for early removal:, AGE... That was the only reason. The "calshium dishposishion" (
as Dr. Naka says) is exponential (decreasing) with age, and at 18 it is extremely rapid.
Why Mechanical Now? I posed this to myself:
Just imagine your 35, married with 2 kids and your doctor tells you need a re-op. How does your wife (widow at this point) explain to your children that daddy isn't alive because he wanted more years to party before he came home to reality... Harsh, but true.
I couldn't find a way...
Target INR: 2.5 - 3.5, Only because it's mandated (FDA) to be that high (CYA tactics). They (My Cardiologist) allow me to go down to 1.7 before they get concerned and I only need Heparin shots if it goes below 1.5. They said the flow characteristics of the valve are incredible and it doesn't leave much time for the blood to clot. My INR is still being nailed down as i'm on 2-week intervals right now. My last 2 results were 2.6 and 3.1 over the last few weeks. When I saw the promise of the On-X I was sold, even if the asprin-only trial doesn't work out (I think it will) the INR tolerance is great.
Mechanical Longevity: Longer than me... I asked my cardiologist (Harvard Grad) and he laughed
, you have too much logic (IQ=138, not bragging) and not enough facts. The suture myth is wrong, after a few years its the scar tissue that keeps the valve in place, not the sutures...
As for Re-Op: Open-Heart Surgery Sucks... But, it comes with a 3 Month Vacation
. I had minor issues but was home the 8th day (could have been the 6th but my INR took a while to catch up). I felt incredible, with this new flow (better than the Cow Valve and the OEM
) I was able to
"do it" on the 9th day (and 11th for that matter) with the expected muscle pain afterwards. I went to my Cardio after 2 weeks and he said I looked and acted like I was 2 Months Post-Op. So have hope, Not all re-ops are worse, mine was better.
As for Coumadin: To me, its bark is bigger than it's bite. It seems the higher my INR the more I bump into things (Some mutation of Murphy's Law) and I have whacked my arms and legs really hard without seeing a single bruise to date while being "In Range". I still use my "Hard" tooth brush, and floss vigorously, even though they told me not to, and still no blood to be had. The only part I hate is the alcohol part, I don't drink often, but when I do, I go all out. This is the worst type of drinking with anticoagulation (due to extreme blood thickening after you 'break the seal'), i'm still investigating a way around it. So have hope, coumadin
may not be that bad (No Guarantees).
Sorry if it was too much info, but that's the abridged version,
Rich