So sorry Deb. Yes, I have had to put down two of my beloved pets! My husband was doing contract work at the time, and it was up to yours truly. My son was there when I put down our almost 17yr old Peek-a - poo. I was alone with our thirteen yr old cat. I can relate to what Ross also said. I felt kind of like I betrayed them in a way. It's a strange, and very hurtful feeling.