hi again
thax for the nice replies and recomendations.
i had hard times in recent days so yesterday i went to hospital and talked to surgeon`s assisstant ( i will meet my surgeon on saturday for last time)
it was very useful and he strenght me alot . he believed i can do everythhing now . going to work , walking , swimming even riding bicycle and driving !
but he had also a bad news ...2 month i have to sleep on my back ):
after all good news still i become nervous by sounds very soon and its strange for me how strongly it changes my condition ,,i have pain in my chest and all over my body then i start crying ! poor mother ...my ilness will made her sick at lat . whole the day she is just taking care of me .
other things r gettings better day by day. i have some new drugs hope they help me .
anyway ..lets see what will happen ...i have to wait .
nancy ...i have some tools but they really dont help me alot . something to support the chest and something to help breathing and...
and Gina...they still comes with needles! every two day i havet o give a test for PT and you know that how it is hard when you regularly give blood test . sometimes it seems theres no blood in body ...my hands are very beautiful now! green blue . purple...
one thing i forgot to tell you ...before the surgery day i read your post and you cant imagine how it made me fell strong and comfortable .
best wishes and lots of prayers for all .
solmaz