I am aware that those procedures do not show the small bowel and the gastro doc was talking about doing a pill cam but when I saw him last week he informed me that he had discussed my case with colleagues and they had come to the general consensus that it would be unwise to prolong my surgery any further to get this done. Due to the public health system here in Australia they would not/could not, book me in until April and surgery had already been delayed since 7th December.
I realise that they are making an assumption regarding Heyde's Syndome and so are the cardio's, which is why my surgery date is only tentative (again) and will not be confirmed until they have had a meeting to decide whether to proceed with surgery or investigate further.
I just want this whole thing done and dusted, I want to start to feel better, to get my life back and not have to think about it all of the time. I want to be able to play with my four adorable grandchildren - I don't want to be remembered as the Nanny that could never play - I want to be able to laugh again without struggling to breath, to be able to talk without getting short of breath. To just get on with my life.
I guess that if I am honest with myself, I was looking for reassurance from someone who had experienced this dilemma and that they would say "don't worry Kim, it will all be fine".