Hi there...Im sorry I havent been on before now to 'chat' to you guys. I think I was feeling a bit depressed to be honest....and for me, when I get depressed I become unable to express myself...also sometimes I think all I ever do here is ''moan'' and ''complain'', so I thought I would leave you all alone for a while.
ANYWAY....I went into hospital, they gave me an I.V. of heparin and on Friday I had the scope done. I wont bore you with all the details, but suffice to say I woke up during it and I felt almost traumatised for several days afterwards. I couldnt get the feeling of the tube down my throat out of my head, and almost worse than that, was the feeling of being held down by people, and being unable to use my arms.
They took biopsies, and I am still waiting on the results. The only thing they told me is that my stomach is very inflamed.
I got a bad flu/virus right after I got home and at the moment 12 days later Im still unwell with a chest infection. Im taking an anti-biotic but it still hasnt shifted...yet.
Feeling very sob and listless at the moment, and for some reason I keep thinking of Nancy,(sorry for talking about you as if you are not here Nancy
.....she keeps popping into my head and I know it is connected to PH, so Im thinking of asking my gp if I can see a pulmonologist (my EP wont do a right sided cath, he said if he did 4 of them, he would get 4 different results ???) to check out the high right sided heart pressures I have.
THANKS EVERYONE FOR ALL YOUR GOOD WISHES ....THANK YOU DEB AND BRIAN FOR THINKING OF ME. Blessings....(((((((HUGS)))))