What would I rather do if what???
If it comes to a medical procedure that might be complicated by being on warafin I'd prefer to be in a hospital during the time that the proceedure was being done (I'm gonna be there anyways right?) and probably be on heparin for the duration.
I don't recall what's involved in going from warafin to heparin and back to warafin, I was somewhere "out in left field" when they covered that part during class...
I don't think I could handle shots at home very well. For starters, I would NOT shoot myself up. It would have to be someone else administering the injections, most likely my wife.
My approach to ALL of this adventure (and my life in general) has been to take things as they come. If I'm confronted with the question then I'll weigh my options as best as I can and pick a direction, until that point everything's hypothetical.
I have a few things set out, possibilities and eventualities that I know are most likely in my future and best prepared for ahead of time. My family knows of my wishes should I become incapacitated. I don't have living will on file per se, however they do know that if I have no reasonable chance of recovery from whatever might strike me down, I do not wish to have my life dragged along on life support for any length of time.
I don't know the legalities on this, but I suspect a "do not resucitate" order would be complicating given our conditions. I don't know how they define it, but from what I do know (or at least have been lead to believe) resucitation involves restarting the heart. Well, your heart's stopped for OHS right?
Usually at least.
The "litmus" test is if my brain is still working. If that's shot, the game is over. If doctors expect I can regain at least most of my abilities after a traumatic event (ie. stroke) then all reasonable efforts should be made upon my behalf.
In high school, back in the day when I was a rebel skater (I don't skate much anymore, but I still ride my board once in a while, usually after giving my son a few rides in a sitting position) I had a magazine page hung up in my high school locker with an ad on it showing two images. One was a photo of skater performing some stunt (I think a backside air over a ramp) and the other just image was just all black. Underneath was the caption: "I'd rather be deaf than blind."
Yup. As much as I love my music, loving being able to communicate verbally and being able to just HEAR stuff, I could adjust to deafness. I could learn sign.
I lose my art, my identity, if I can't see.
DId I ramble enough for ya?????
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