My ex-PCP had an endocarditis that led to his valve replacement about 10 or so years ago. He thought my endocarditis was the flu, and now I have a tissue valve. Though my endocarditis was so acute that I?d have had to have MVR anyway, I was pretty amazed when I learned that he had his valve replaced, and for the same reason?
Anyway, I am actually seriously contemplating becoming a doctor, hopefully in adult congenital heart diseases field, but my GPA and diagnostic MCAT scores tell me I better start looking into different fields (I wish I could blame my general dullness to the pumphead thing?sadly, I?ve been a ?pumphead? before the surgery too). I guess desire alone is not enough.
Seriously though, I can?t help but wonder, would it be safe to go through med school (students practice drawing blood on one another, right? Will I be exposing myself to much greater chance of contracting endocarditis again?) and then work in a hospital where there are greater chances of infections in general? My parents are firmly against the idea of me considering medicine for that reason (and also they don?t think my heart can handle the stress), and I hate to give up on it for health reasons. If I cannot become a doctor, then I want the reason to be solely that I didn?t have what it takes academically. But perhaps I really should seriously consider possible risks it might have on my health? How can I handle other people?s health when I have doubts about my own?
I?m sorry I think I?m just confused and babbling? Have a good afternoon, everyone.