<<Hi,
Thank you for writing. How did you feel after you were in ICU and awake. Did you seem to have a lot of pain, or don't you remember? I am ok with having the surgery, I know I am in GOD'S hands, and it will be ok. I just want to have it fixed and done with.
Thanks, Donna>>
Donna, I had mitral valve repair surgery in February of 2004 (hard to believe it has been a whole year!!!!). I honestly do not remember a great deal of pain either in ICU or later, and I do not believe it is because of selective memory: the pain management in the ICU was wonderful, as it was later on the step down ward.
Maybe I was just very lucky, but the worst thing I remember from ICU is that for a while I was very nauseous, until they were able to control it (with Zofran). Dry heaves while still on the breathing machine were not pleasant but, oddly enough, not painful either.
The thing I was really worried about -- having to be on the breathing machine -- turned out to be no big deal for me.
Try to find out as much as you can about procedures in your hospital's ICU ahead of time so you won't be too surprised, and let them know what your concerns are -- pain management, the breathing machine, or whatever.
I was very concerned (having had not-so-good ICU experiences for a different type of surgery, years ago) so I was very insistent on learning as much as I could. I even managed to get a brief interview with the ICU physician (a specialty called an "intensivist") the day before surgery. I was very reassured to learn that I would have at least one nurse with me at all times, plus the intensivist going from cubicle to cubicle to check on the patients. As it turned out, much of the time I had TWO people with me in the cubicle. The care in ICU was so good, as a matter of fact, that when they told me they were ready to transfer me to the step-down ward, I didn't want to go!
Good luck .... although the prospect is scary, you will be surprised how fast all this will be behind you.