Luara, Thanks for sharing the pictures. It does bring back memories, no one took pictures of me in the hospital so I find it interesting to see yours. At only 3 days after surgery I think you look absolutely fantastic ? up and cruising the halls. I don't think you look angry, I'd say it looks like you are just taking care of the business at hand ? which is no small feat considering all that was involved in your surgery. You look great! For over a week after my surgery I was shuffling along the hospital halls doing "laps" twice a day. The question was always "so how many laps have you done today?" I had to do my laps holding on to a rolling I.V. stand which was loaded with 3 rather gory looking boxes connected to my 3 drainage tubes and a beeping heparin I.V. dispenser (since it had batteries it continued working even when it was unplugged). No personal dignity there! But I felt like I was accomplishing something, I was walking back into life step by step. That's what I see you doing in this picture and why it's so touching, you are literally stepping back into life. All the best to you as you recover day by day.
p.s. I loved my heart pillow too. I kept it with me all the time. Since I sleep on my side I'd wrap my arms around it and it helped prop me up and provide some support. When I started driving I placed it under the chest strap of the seat belt. When I'd get tired and lay down in the back seat of the car it was my pillow. Later when I was doing better and I went back to the hospital to thank the nurses who took care of me, some of them were amused that I still had my huggie heart pillow with me. Eventually it lost it's usefulness and now I'm not even sure where it's at. Thanks again for sharing your photos. Keep us posted as things progress OK?