Okay, I know it's rediculous to be afraid of something so minor, but I'm a little worried. I have had four surgeries since starting on coumadin, and I've had four pacemaker surgeries (all before coumadin). So you'd think this would be no problem. But of the surgeries I've had since starting on coumadin, one was for a burst ovarian cyst in which I was bleeding into my abdomen to the point that I needed 4 units of blood tranfused because of the blood lost. It was emergency surgery, obviously. The next surgery I had was an ICD placement. Following that surgery, I developed a hematoma at the site. They had to go in to surgically remove the hematoma. After that I developed an infection and had to have the ICD removed. Needless to say, none of the surgeries I've had since my VR have been in any way a good experience.
So when I went to get my pacemaker checked and was told the predicted life was around 8-18 months (they guess 14), I actually expected it. But at the same time I've been sort of dwelling on the "what if." What if I develop another hematoma? What if things don't go as smoothly as they did prior to coumadin? I know I've got a long time left to dwell on this, which is why I should probably get over it. But I just can't help it. I've never had a problem with surgery before. It's really just been since the hematoma/infection that I've started kind of freaking out about going in for surgery.
Anyway, I just thought I'd put that out there and see if anyone had any advice for getting past this fear.
Thanks,
So when I went to get my pacemaker checked and was told the predicted life was around 8-18 months (they guess 14), I actually expected it. But at the same time I've been sort of dwelling on the "what if." What if I develop another hematoma? What if things don't go as smoothly as they did prior to coumadin? I know I've got a long time left to dwell on this, which is why I should probably get over it. But I just can't help it. I've never had a problem with surgery before. It's really just been since the hematoma/infection that I've started kind of freaking out about going in for surgery.
Anyway, I just thought I'd put that out there and see if anyone had any advice for getting past this fear.
Thanks,