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DavidC
My cath was good (yay) but had a little blood pressure adventure after.
Surgery is tomorrow morning and I'm a little on the nervous side after my blood pressure dropping thing. I keep sort of bouncing between being really calm and feeling anxious.
People are being very supportive and I'm feeling really blessed. And thankful to all of you for being here for me (a perfect stranger). I draw a lot of strength from all of your experiences.
It seems like with my short timeline that valve selection kinda passed me by. I suppose "I'll get what I get and I won't throw a fit". My recent measurements are bad enough I'm just happy to be getting fixed now rather than a month from now. I guess I'll wait and see and deal with things on the other side of the operation. It can't be much worse than dying right?
My wife gave me a mantra that I need to do better at remembering it and repeat it to myself when I'm feeling bummed. It's the Steve Austin thing from the bionic man. "we can rebuild him, better, stronger, faster than he was before" ( insert music here )(Theme Inserted For Your Pleasure!) If all goes well that will be pretty true. I'll even have little bionic clicks sort of like in the movie music. I've been not able to do much for a long time and with 4 year old boys that gets hard.
Anyway, I'll be happy to be posting again as soon as I can sit up and am awake enough to hack the hospitals wireless network. (insert evil laugh here ... > bwaaaahaaahaaahaaa< )
Love and thanks,
David & Ali Cross
Surgery is tomorrow morning and I'm a little on the nervous side after my blood pressure dropping thing. I keep sort of bouncing between being really calm and feeling anxious.
People are being very supportive and I'm feeling really blessed. And thankful to all of you for being here for me (a perfect stranger). I draw a lot of strength from all of your experiences.
It seems like with my short timeline that valve selection kinda passed me by. I suppose "I'll get what I get and I won't throw a fit". My recent measurements are bad enough I'm just happy to be getting fixed now rather than a month from now. I guess I'll wait and see and deal with things on the other side of the operation. It can't be much worse than dying right?
My wife gave me a mantra that I need to do better at remembering it and repeat it to myself when I'm feeling bummed. It's the Steve Austin thing from the bionic man. "we can rebuild him, better, stronger, faster than he was before" ( insert music here )(Theme Inserted For Your Pleasure!) If all goes well that will be pretty true. I'll even have little bionic clicks sort of like in the movie music. I've been not able to do much for a long time and with 4 year old boys that gets hard.
Anyway, I'll be happy to be posting again as soon as I can sit up and am awake enough to hack the hospitals wireless network. (insert evil laugh here ... > bwaaaahaaahaaahaaa< )
Love and thanks,
David & Ali Cross