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mharris
Today I took my daughter to the orthodontist and while he was looking at her teeth, the nurse was writing down notes for him. She put her wrist to her ear and then said oh that must be your watch I hear ticking. I told her no that would be my heart valve, she was so embarresed and felt bad, so I had to tell the whole story over again. Does the ticking ever get quieter? Does it ever get easier to go over the whole story of what happened? I think I am just having a bad week. Men probably can't understand this but my husband is going in on Friday to get a vasectomy and even though we were done having kids with our last one being 4months old. The doctors also said that my heart couldn't go thru another pregnancy besides being on warfarin. It is bothering me though to know that this is going to be so final. We have 4 beautiful children from age 9 to 4 months so that should be enough but I can't help feeling sad. I am only going on 3 months post op so maybe that is why I'm being so whiney about it.