Yes I am still here
Yes I am still here
Don thanks for your post i sent you a private message.
Nancy thank you. They did the cath on Monday May 5th! I have complications which took everyone by surprise!! I will now have the surgery at HMC! Haven't got a date. I have a great cardilogist!! He really knows me. I was sooooooooo upset on Monday -- I got thre migrane headaches in a row -- when I get migrane I can not see half the numbers on the clock!!! Soooo. The old by who was supposed to be my rock of Gilbrater got sick when they drew my blood -- the nurses were laughing -- it was funny he also got so nervous before we went into the waiting area. At least Monday was precucser to what is going to be. I am the stronger one the care giver soooo will just have to deal with that -- I realized how frighten he is/was soooooo
I'm not as angry as I was last week!! I was soooooooo mad at God and myself. But funny he has a way of guiding us. I didn't want to be out of it when they did the cath soooo was aware of everything they were doing they kept telling me to rest but.....
I rested a little each day after but am like the engerizer bunny hard to go down -- I was surprised at how weak and tired I was after it. But still wouldn't go down!!!
The doctor told my better half to watch out for me -- I found this out later when I kept asking him why he was being such a mother henk!!???
We went to my mothers in Pa after the cath -- my brother is such a sweet heart my better half wanted to take me somewhere I could take my mind off of the results. I was too upset though we did go to Maryland on tuesday with my brother. (I rested in the car)
On tuesday also went to church and was a few mintues late and as I walked in the preist was saying Trust in the Lord for he knows what is best for you or something to that effect sooo I guess God was speaking to me!!
On this past Sat when I went for my hour walk I went a diffenert way and met a woman who was 33 who had brain cancer since she was 15. I invited back to my house for lunch soooo when we think we have it bad God there is always someone worst off.
I went swimming today swam 2.5 miles!!! My card says I can swim just don't "push" it as he now knows I do!! The old boy sniched on me!!!
So here I am waiting for a date --my birhtday is 5/20 and i already told my card that no way did I want surgery on that date sooooo we shall see. --surgeon was on stirick last week -- just as well for if I had to go through surgery last week I don't think I would have done very well BUT this week is different got my head together! Planted another 48 plants and still have weeding to do and some letters to right and power of attnory etc etc and I thought I was done.
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