I've said this before and I'll say it again the first 2.5 days in the ICU for me were BAD! Beside feeling very unsure of myself on my feet, my mental state was not good. Not too many people could tell but I was going through hell in my mind. I don't know why it was so bad for me but it was. I truly thought I was losing my mind. It was a feeling I thought wouldn't end. It was truly a fight, I had faith that things would get better but it was a battle. I don't mean to make it sound like I was hopeless but I'm trying to describe the battle, part of the time I'm confessing the Truth of the Gospel in my mind and the other part of the time I didn't think I was going to make it. Did things magically get better a week later... NO, it got better for me but it is subtle change. Here I am 3 months after and I'm feeling pretty good, for me there was never a magic morning where I woke up and felt amazing, it has just been slow recovery physical and mental. KEEP STRONG AND PUSH FORWARD EVEN IF IT FEELS IN VAIN BECAUSE THE TRUTH IS, ITS NOT IN VAIN, YOU WILL GET BETTER YOU WILL GET YOUR LIFE BACK!