Trinityheart8891
Well-known member
hey guys,
Sorry I've been away for so long, freddie shot me a PM letting me know that a bunch of ppl were wondering where I was at, I'm sorry I've left everyone in a lurch. I am at my moms right now, I have moved out of my dads, I decided that that wasnt such a healthy place for me to be living, there is much less stress here at my moms, not to mention I dont have to cater to a wood stove all day long
. I also stopped working for dad's business, which was a huge step, the money situation is still a little sketchy, but its well worth it for the amount of stress it is saving me, I honestly looked inwards last week and asked myself how in the heck was I working 2 jobs! I dont understand how I was managing that, and keeping my grades where they were at. The reason why I havent been on the boards much is that mom has dial up, and I dont have the attention span to deal with it for very long before I just give up and get off, she's gonna get high speed at some point, and I will be able to use my laptop at home again, so that will soon be a non issue.
anyways, I am still recovering from whatever I had, I caught another cold the weekend before last, which really hit hard. I'm still not up to par health wize, and again I am wondering to myself if this is my new baseline, or if I'll be able to get past it and feel better, the other day walking 4 blocks was more than a work out for me, and last tuesday at clinical I didnt feel well, and kinda had a presyncopal episode, which I think was probably from dehydration/stress, whatever, I never thought I'd be happy to be able to pick out "normal" symptoms again, LOL. I'll let my GP know in april when I see her, I have been on asthma meds since getting out of the hospital, and she wants to re-check me, she diagnosed me with asthma because my peak flow rates were improving 15-20% with the xopenex when I wasnt feeling well, since being on the singulair I have only been using my inhaler 2-3 times a week, and hopefully I'll be able to ditch the singulair down the road when things have settled down, I was able to last time this happened.
I do know that all I want right now is to continue kicking a$$ and taking names in school, mom said something to me that kinda made sense: "if you were a danger to yourself you wouldnt be on the street, Dr Yeager would put you in the hospital in a heartbeat, you know that, right?" so, I gotta just keep pushing past things, making the best of things, and living like there's no tomorrow I'm still gonna be the best darned RT there is, I gotta turn the energy I use being angry at myself for feeling like crap towards school, and clinical (I got so angry with myself last tuesday night/wednesday morning for feeling so crappy during clinical, I dont know where it came from, but it just was, it was hard to deal with)
anyways, I gotta go get in the shower so I can leave, I've gotta do a case study presentation this morning in class, so I kinda wanna be early
talk to you guys later, not sure when, but I'll try to check in later this week
Sorry I've been away for so long, freddie shot me a PM letting me know that a bunch of ppl were wondering where I was at, I'm sorry I've left everyone in a lurch. I am at my moms right now, I have moved out of my dads, I decided that that wasnt such a healthy place for me to be living, there is much less stress here at my moms, not to mention I dont have to cater to a wood stove all day long
. I also stopped working for dad's business, which was a huge step, the money situation is still a little sketchy, but its well worth it for the amount of stress it is saving me, I honestly looked inwards last week and asked myself how in the heck was I working 2 jobs! I dont understand how I was managing that, and keeping my grades where they were at. The reason why I havent been on the boards much is that mom has dial up, and I dont have the attention span to deal with it for very long before I just give up and get off, she's gonna get high speed at some point, and I will be able to use my laptop at home again, so that will soon be a non issue.anyways, I am still recovering from whatever I had, I caught another cold the weekend before last, which really hit hard. I'm still not up to par health wize, and again I am wondering to myself if this is my new baseline, or if I'll be able to get past it and feel better, the other day walking 4 blocks was more than a work out for me, and last tuesday at clinical I didnt feel well, and kinda had a presyncopal episode, which I think was probably from dehydration/stress, whatever, I never thought I'd be happy to be able to pick out "normal" symptoms again, LOL. I'll let my GP know in april when I see her, I have been on asthma meds since getting out of the hospital, and she wants to re-check me, she diagnosed me with asthma because my peak flow rates were improving 15-20% with the xopenex when I wasnt feeling well, since being on the singulair I have only been using my inhaler 2-3 times a week, and hopefully I'll be able to ditch the singulair down the road when things have settled down, I was able to last time this happened.
I do know that all I want right now is to continue kicking a$$ and taking names in school, mom said something to me that kinda made sense: "if you were a danger to yourself you wouldnt be on the street, Dr Yeager would put you in the hospital in a heartbeat, you know that, right?" so, I gotta just keep pushing past things, making the best of things, and living like there's no tomorrow I'm still gonna be the best darned RT there is, I gotta turn the energy I use being angry at myself for feeling like crap towards school, and clinical (I got so angry with myself last tuesday night/wednesday morning for feeling so crappy during clinical, I dont know where it came from, but it just was, it was hard to deal with)
anyways, I gotta go get in the shower so I can leave, I've gotta do a case study presentation this morning in class, so I kinda wanna be early
talk to you guys later, not sure when, but I'll try to check in later this week
