Okay, so yesterday the Home Health nurse came to change the dressing over my wound (from removal of the infected ICD) where they have attached the VAC (vacuum assisted closure) device. This is the first time they've changed the dressing that my husband (a current nursing student) has been able to be present. He had been very disappointed to be in class while I'd been having the dressing changed all previous times (as well as when I had the PICC line put in).
Now when hubby couldn't be there my aunt was kind enough to be with me and hold my hand through the dressing change (which hurts like the dickens). SHE tends to flinch and when I had the PICC line put in almost passed out. Yesterday I got the complete oposite reaction from my husband. As the dressing came off his eyes lit up and the word "Cool" escaped his lips multiple times. He was fascinated by this "big gaping hole" in my chest. And he took pictures. He wants to take pictures along the way as I heal so that he can give them to his instructor for use as a visual aid when they get to wound care in class... (Funny, I don't remember being asked )
Anyway, the pictures are the first time I've actually seen what this wound looks like without any dressing on it. I don't get to look at it because they don't want me to breathe on it (it's really close to my face). BOY is it GROSS! It's hard to look at the pictures and realize that hole is in ME! But at the same time it is oddly fascinating. If anyone is interested in seeing the pictures, I'm willing to share. I just didn't want to post them and gross out any unsuspecting readers. Just let me know.
Now when hubby couldn't be there my aunt was kind enough to be with me and hold my hand through the dressing change (which hurts like the dickens). SHE tends to flinch and when I had the PICC line put in almost passed out. Yesterday I got the complete oposite reaction from my husband. As the dressing came off his eyes lit up and the word "Cool" escaped his lips multiple times. He was fascinated by this "big gaping hole" in my chest. And he took pictures. He wants to take pictures along the way as I heal so that he can give them to his instructor for use as a visual aid when they get to wound care in class... (Funny, I don't remember being asked )
Anyway, the pictures are the first time I've actually seen what this wound looks like without any dressing on it. I don't get to look at it because they don't want me to breathe on it (it's really close to my face). BOY is it GROSS! It's hard to look at the pictures and realize that hole is in ME! But at the same time it is oddly fascinating. If anyone is interested in seeing the pictures, I'm willing to share. I just didn't want to post them and gross out any unsuspecting readers. Just let me know.