D
Divine Diva48
Hi,
I am a 46 year old woman who had a mitral valve replacement 2 years ago because of mitral valve regurg. I am doing fine physically, my INR is pretty stable, my medication dose is regulated, finally and I FEEL GREAT. I am so grateful to God for what He has done and how He has alloewed me to feel 100% better than I felt prior to surgery.
My problem is, I was dating a man prior to my surgery and he paniced when I had to have the surgery. We haven't seen each other since my surgery and I'm fine with that because if he couldn't go through the rough part with me, i don't want him around. But, because of the Ticking valve that I now have, I feel sort of defected and I am so afraid of trying to get close to anyone because I fear being rejected because of the ticking valve.
I know that I can't be the only person who has had this problem. I have just stayed to myself, alone since my surgery 2 years ago and I don't want to spend the rest of my life alone. I just don't believe God has spared my life for me to spend it alone. But how do you overcome the fear of rejection not knowing how another person will react to hearing the valve tick?
I am a 46 year old woman who had a mitral valve replacement 2 years ago because of mitral valve regurg. I am doing fine physically, my INR is pretty stable, my medication dose is regulated, finally and I FEEL GREAT. I am so grateful to God for what He has done and how He has alloewed me to feel 100% better than I felt prior to surgery.
My problem is, I was dating a man prior to my surgery and he paniced when I had to have the surgery. We haven't seen each other since my surgery and I'm fine with that because if he couldn't go through the rough part with me, i don't want him around. But, because of the Ticking valve that I now have, I feel sort of defected and I am so afraid of trying to get close to anyone because I fear being rejected because of the ticking valve.
I know that I can't be the only person who has had this problem. I have just stayed to myself, alone since my surgery 2 years ago and I don't want to spend the rest of my life alone. I just don't believe God has spared my life for me to spend it alone. But how do you overcome the fear of rejection not knowing how another person will react to hearing the valve tick?