I got a packet from Barnes Jewish hosptital today. I will have my presurgery tests on the 29th and the surgery June 30. It had a lot of good information on what to expect presurgery, surgery and post surgery, It had a section of me and another for family and friends. It was helpful but also brought back a little fear because it was like saying this is real. I am sure the day of surgery will be kind of like my first jump out of an airplane in the Army. (My first plane ride and first jump were one and the same) When we started checking our equipment and standing up to get ready it hit me. "they really expect me to jump out of this airplane." Oh well it felt great when I got to the ground and I know I will feel great when this is over.