Well I just returned from another visit to the E.R. Last night after getting home from the cardiologist (they said all is okay) I was just relaxing on the couch when I suddenly gasped for air. Then It felt like I having trouble breathing. My heart rate at rest was 112 bpm and pounding like a mad dog I might add. I waited it out ALL night long and this morning had (for weeks now) more nausea and chest pain and just didnt feel right. I DID NOT want to go to the hospital (no insurace!!) but was told when I called the nurse hotline to get there ASAP! They did another ekg, a cat scan, (ekg man said branch blockage but doc says no prob?????????whats a branch blockage?) and found NOTHING. I spit right on the white blanket to show them it was brown but they arn't concerned. Panic attack. Thats the diagnosis. You spit up blood when you panic? I cant take any more of this insanity. Up down up down.....this is no disneyland ride for me. I was there for 4 hours and the total for todays visit....roughly 7 thousand. Yesterday the man giving me the electrocardiagram said "did you know your tricuspid valve leaks?" I was so full of questions for the doc that I forgot to mention that but I guess thats okay too and must just be panic. WHO WOULDNT PANIC WHEN NO ONE IS LISTENING. They all say the test show nothing so theres nothing wrong. Im so very frustrated to say the least. Im sorry Im always sniveling about things but I have NO ONE ELSE to get feedback from ANYWHERE but here it seems so please forgive me as Im not trying to be so self centered Im just scared as all heck and still dont have a single answer.
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mitral valve replacement w/Maze procedure 6/24/05
St Jude Mechanical valve
Dr.Todd Chapman (my hero)
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mitral valve replacement w/Maze procedure 6/24/05
St Jude Mechanical valve
Dr.Todd Chapman (my hero)